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Kia Alice Groom

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One Should Not Ordinarily Tell Students Applying for Writing Courses That They are Biodegrading


Set the scene: it is perfectly normal.
A lovely party if we leave out the blackouts, the psychos
in love with the sound of their own voices.

A cool and lovely blonde talks ghosts, faster-than-light travel.
The assholes who make movies seize the idea. The woman refuses
to take full credit.

Us poets talk about love. Side by side, the two of us—talking
about an exchange of power. A trade.
A grotesque ritual.

Or are we talking about writing? Grim gray electric IBMs
upstairs. In the study, real life methods
for psychic contact:

All the times I’ve talked about the simple, violent nature
of writing.

All the times I’ve talked about the dry and sterile exercise
of love.

Always hard work, beating the shit out of
the story, hypnotically aware of the thin thread
between nonsense and visions.

Trying to figure out what should happen next,
writing the word love over and over again without
the slightest



Let me sum up what I have: no cut throats.
No writing on the wall. The idea of writing
my own complicated and not particularly lovely gavotte.

About five years ago I got writing out of the picture entirely.
My two hands grasped the real world—a story with no monster,
no end, no pencil to bind me or slow me down.
Isn’t it a scream?

To deny the writing,

become invisible,


to bits?

Real writers don’t exist
unless they are writing.

Pretend it’s a story. Third eye habit,
an exchange, a trade I don’t remember
making. The essential difference
between writing and non-writing.

The writing wants to steal your life, the poet said.

I’m not a bit sorry I couldn’t
stop it.

Source Material: The Dark Half by Stephen King, Viking Press, 1989.


Alice Sometimes


Sleep-wasted, I shake out dusk. Evening is for solo-exploration, for lying
naked on the fresh made bed. My body is tinsel coat, my body is a blue
dress punched from sky. Pills make the archetype come easy: cherry Melatonin
mixed with Xanax, bitter blue. Swallow to turn inward. Swallow to skin-shrink like sealed flesh.
Sometimes I fall between the folds: my cerebellum
labyrinth. Sometimes I disappear entirely.
Down &

down &

down—chemical mouth

fruit fragrant. Cheek to pillow. Pillow to forest floor.
A peeling occurs. Who I am is the whittling—the collapse into cocoon-stasis.


Elsewhere, passed out
on the lumpy mattress, the cat swats at my visible tuft. My body buried in sheets,
my brain
buried under layers of hypnogogia. Life continues:
coffee pot bubbling, televised re-runs, a radio show
piped through distant speakers. Something seeps


in the interstitial: an NPR voice filtering into the dream stream, intoning
…feeling trapped…maze-like office buildings, fluorescent lit…almost a warren


There is water here. In it, my reflection is a hundred things collected under one name.


Words for warren: bedding, burrow, rabbit hole.


Good Girl


He got off on doing it.

-I want suction

Give me suction-

Twenty-seven minutes and five chunks of flesh
the color of a conch shell’s outer edge.

It’s nothing.
An eye, some teeth,
silhouettes of a crewcut boy and a pony-tailed girl,
and a bunch of fingernails.

Over the bed: suffer through.
Flicking a bright circle—give me suction!
of foreign tissue.

His hands: pressure and convulsion.
On the TV set: spousal training.

American Teen, gold seal cunt,
-I want suction! -Open a little wider!

Shaven, a tinge of rose
malformed by touch. There is no mystery,
my eleven-year-old mass.

-I’m going to show you something

really special.-

Call it whatever you like; it happens

Source Material: The Dark Half by Stephen King, Viking Press, 1989.





Dream-Pop-Press-Kia-Alice-GroomKia Alice Groom is founding editor of Quaint Magazine. The recipient of an Academy of American Poets award, the runner-up for the 2014 Judith Wright Poetry Prize, and a pushcart nominee, Kia’s work has been published in CorditeGoing Down SwingingThe Australian Book Review, WesterlyPermafrost and others. Her work has been anthologized in the Hunter Anthology of Contemporary Australian Feminist Poetry and is forthcoming in various other collections. She divides her time between New Orleans, Louisiana and wherever she goes when she falls asleep.